4 finals down, 2 more to go.

RA closing dinner on Friday, then back home.

It's going to be a strange month and a half back at home. The dynamics have shifted so dramatically there. I spent close to 18 years in the same city, the same house, with the same people, but when I go back it's not like it used to be. It used to be concrete, but now it's plastic.

I need to continue building myself, with my own sentiments, my own memories, my own reasons. I need the assurance that I can know myself, even when the people and places around me catch me by surprise.