So, I was scheduled for surgery on Tuesday, but my doctor is out of town and her flight is delayed. It's been rescheduled for Friday.

The tumor is "big and complex," and I will most likely lose an ovary. If it looks cancerous, they will have to do a hysterectomy. Again, that's very, very unlikely, but still a little freaky.

Dre and I have discussed adopting kids (not now, but in a few years), and if I was to have a hysterectomy it probably wouldn't be the worst thing in the world. However, I still am attached to the idea of having my own, and I think it would be hard to accept not being able to.