Since summer 2005, I've been thinking about applying to the Peace Corps.

http://www.peacecorps.gov/

I thought that Scott was going to be a part of my future, and as much as I would have liked that, it's not going to happen. He told me that explicitly.

Thus, I've had to begin to concentrate on myself, and only myself. I haven't had any other option except to look at my life, realize I'm graduating in May, and figure out where I'm going afterwards.

I'm 21 years old.

My uncle died last week at the age of 57. Life goes too fast.

It's time for me to get a clue, and I think I've finally got one.